Post by Silas Umbre on May 13, 2014 2:42:51 GMT -5
Holding a photo in his hands, the tall albino rubbed his thumb over it, seeming to stare into his lap. The crinkled picture made his heart drop back into his stomach and his mind drift back to the misery he suffered through as a child, and still suffered through as an adult. The permanent scars dug deep, even remembering the rhymes spat at him in Gaelic, calling him a freak, cursing him and even some prayers to try and push whatever disease he may have out of him... because they didn't want it. More memories came by, of Silas kicking and screaming, his mother pulling him inside and putting him in his room. The yelling that followed was still damaging, even if that's what he had grown used to. It was still a form of love to him, even though it burned, he took it. Sometimes, he'd make the same mistake twice, just to have more attention from his own mother.
Putting the picture back into his pocket, he pushed his tears back inside. He had to be strong for the deceased girl in that picture and she convinced him that he would even have to stay strong for the Pokemon that were sitting by his feet, and he did. His Zangoose and his Wartortle needed him now more than ever. Now was a hard time in their life, just as hard as the rest of their life in the past. Using that as fuel, they all strove to become better than the ones who shot them down and held them back, even if it hurt. Moving on with the weight of is deceased girlfriend on his chest was hard and very painful for him. "Faigh ar ais i do liathróidí. Is mian liom a bheith fágtha le mo chuid féin." and on command, both used their noses to return themselves out of pure respect, even the possessive Zangoose, Zephyr.
Silas sighed deeply, staring at his knee with his mind in a swirl. He was always unstable and volatile, and he was dangerous. Pokemon who could sense auras would either run or hiss, frightened of the pre-feral human, and that didn't help with his social issues. It especially left deep emotional affects and even made his mental scars trigger, sending him back into his childhood, that he could not and would not escape.
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Notes: Translation A: "Get back in your balls. I wish to be left on my own."